Tuesday — 14 Zilhaj 1425 — 05 Magha 1926 — 25 January 2005
On Sunday I promised myself I will never ever smoke again. I smoked two fags today. No, not those; cigarettes, two cigarettes.
I realized today that I am an evil, manipulative man who uses emotional blackmail to get his way.
Damnit! I am turning into my mother.