Sunday — 09 Safar 1426 — 29 Phalguna 1926 — 20 …

Sunday — 09 Safar 1426 — 29 Phalguna 1926 — 20 March 2005So, the weekend is over. A very eventful, any by that I mean, completely distilled psychosis filled, weekend. Let me take you through it. It involves some very saucy details. Read through it.

Saturday

1345 – Waking up, getting ready and changing.
1410 – Lunching while talking to my aunts leaving for America.
1445 – Lounging while talking to my aunts leaving for America.
1545 – Trying to somehow stuff two suitcases worth of stuff into one suitcase.
1548 – Sitting on a suitcase and getting someone to apply immense force to close the suitcase.
1552 – Standing on the suitcase with my sister sitting on it and everyone else pulling on the zipper that eventually closed and packed the suitcase.
1555 – Applying same procedure to the other three pieces of luggage.
1630 – Tightly tying all of pieces of luggage that look like balloons by now.
1700 – Started screaming at everyone to hurry up since we are late for the airport.
1945 – Leaving for the airport.
2150 – Getting back from the airport.
2200 – The guy I was supposed to have sex with (yes, you are not drunk, you read it right, I finally managed it) told me that tonight is not an option (it is me, that the hell else did you expect?).
2205 – Extremely depressed
2215 – Left for a friend’s house instead, happy and depressed at the same time.

Sunday –

0015 – Entered a coffee shop that was full and turned us out. Go to hell ‘Caffeine’.
0030 – Had two cups of extremely bitter and extreme strong coffee.
0100 – My friend and I started movie – The Aviator.
0110 – Started feeling depressed and imprisoned to my complete lack of being able to talk to anyone else in this city about my sexual orientation and related issues.
0125 – Started feeling depressed and imprisoned to my complete lack of being able to talk to anyone else in this city about my sexual orientation and related issues.
0140 – Started feeling depressed and imprisoned to my complete lack of being able to talk to anyone else in this city about my sexual orientation and related issues.
0145 – Stopped the movie.
0146 – Told my friend that I am in love with a woman.
0147 – Started telling him a story about how I fell in love with her, ended up telling her, and she said that she is not interested, and how I am still not over her.
0220 – He asks me what is her name.
0221 – Start of first very long, very uncomfortable, very playing with my hair and avoiding eye contact, silence.
0230 – I tell him it gets more interesting.
0231 – Start of second very long, very uncomfortable, very playing with my hair and avoiding eye contact, silence.
0240 – I tell him that I told him this story to tell him that I am actually gay.
0241 – Start of third very long, very uncomfortable, very playing with my hair and avoiding eye contact, silence.
0255 – He starts talking to me about how it is natural and how it might be because I am too used to women, or maybe coz I watch too much porn. In a way a very normal way of saying that maybe I think I am gay but I may not be.
0310 – I interrupt him and tell him that I am gay and that I am ok with him.
0311 – He told me that he is completely ok with it.
0312 – We talked.
0420 – We realized that nothing has changed and we are still the same.
0450 – I went to sleep.
1220 – Got up.
1245 – Other friends started joining us.
1330 – Went out for breakfast.
1345 – Went with friends to watch the sea from different vantage points for long periods of time.
1700 – Started off for home.
1750 – Got back home.
1752 – Said my salaams to everyone and went to my room to get ready.
1850 – Left for meeting up, for the first time, with a gay guy I know.
1930 – He actually showed up and did not ditch me like I am used to.
1940 – Went for a drive.
2020 – Had tea and coffee.
2110 – Dropped him back after a completely wonderful meeting.
2249 – Blogged

There is a lot more distilled psychosis in the weekend story, but I am going to spare you guys the agony of having to go through my brain. Have a wonderful Monday.

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