Day 10,094 – Sunday – 14 Vaisakh 1930 – 27 Rabi us Sani 1429 – 04 May 2008
So, basically, after being dumped for not being high on the looks scale, the consequent collapse in self esteem, and the ego shattering grovelling. I am quite over him. Took about twenty to thirty hours with myself. But now it is over. One thing I cant get over is the “you are a nice guy” comment when we broke up. I am not a nice guy. Since he didnt get to read my blog, he didnt know this.
I feel like laughing loudly, violently and in an evil manner. Like they do in the movies.
Had an interesting weekend. Met up with a lot of people. Including Dr Sahab, strictly as a nice guy friend.
I am such an idiot.
If there was an idiot meter. I would have broken it.